And this starts my new beginning. I get tired of “new beginnings”, they seem to happen often in my mind but there is never any real change. I’m working on becoming comfortable with new beginnings in my life. I mean each day is a new beginning right?
For now I’m really looking to re-invent myself through diet and exercise. I’ve been losing and gaining the same 10 -20 pounds for 10 years and I’m tired of it. Time to stop the damn madness and get off the roller coaster.
I’m entering yet “another” fitness contest (I know, I know), but this time I’m going to finish the darn thing, I’m going to WIN the contest and kick it’s ass out of the ballpark, then I’m done, no more yo-yo-ing. I will find a way to eat that makes me happy and nourishes my soul. PERIOD!!
The last day to enter the contest is on Sept. 16, 2013. I’m using the time right now to get my body past the “I think I’m going to die” muscle pain that comes with any new program…and I really do think I’m gonna die, or at the very least my legs are going to fall off. This next week is going to consist of decreasing my sugar intake and increasing my veggie and water intake.